Véronique Françoise Caroline Renard, born on May 26, 1965, in Jutphaas, Netherlands, is a woman whose life has been a tapestry of grace, courage, and profound transformation. Known by her spiritual name, "Pantau," which she received after a life-changing meeting with the Dalai Lama in 2000, her name means “to be helpful” or “beneficial,” a fitting reflection of her deep dedication to making a positive impact on the world and those around her. Véronique’s journey is not just about the milestones she achieved but about the quiet strength she embodied as she navigated the complexities of her identity. At the tender age of 17, with the love and support of her family and friends, she courageously began her transition into womanhood. Her mother lovingly renamed her Véronique, a name that symbolizes the beautiful, new beginning she embraced. In 1983, she legally changed her name and completed her gender-affirming journey, becoming one of the first people in the Netherlands to undergo gender reassignment surgery. As Véronique embraced her true self, she became a pioneer, someone whose personal transformation touched the lives of many.
Her memoirs, Pantau in India and Pholomolo: No Man No Woman, have been more than just stories, they have been windows into her soul. Through her words, she has shared not only the intimate experience of her gender transition but also the beauty of her spiritual journey. Her time in the Himalayas, where she lived in the presence of the Dalai Lama, was a period of profound inner peace and growth, culminating in the creation of the Pantau Foundation in 2000. This foundation supported Tibetan refugee children, a cause that became deeply entwined with her own heart. Her life has not been without its challenges, but Véronique’s resilience has always shone through. After leaving India, she spent years in Thailand before returning to the Netherlands in 2011 to care for her mother. But it was in 2023 that Véronique took yet another courageous step, moving to Cambodia to bring her vision of Kikiyaya Zen Gardens to life. This serene project is a testament to her unwavering belief in nurturing the soul and fostering peace, both within and around us.