Monika: Today it is my pleasure and honour to interview Johanna E. Hackl, an inspirational Austrian woman, stewardess, yoga instructor and celebrity star from the German reality show about transgender people titled “Transgender - Mein Weg in den richtigen Körper”. Hello Johanna!
But there is one who was hated by all the participants cause she was very sexual and direct, but with her I feel well; because she is different.
It's often just about the way you look. And that's damn boring. Plus, it's always about being a victim and about how much you suffered, but as far as I am concerned, I feel like a loving sunwarrior not a poor victim. I feel pleased to live such a special life.
And in the end, it's just about the fantasies what they have cause in the uniform I wear strong make up and embody the dream of every man. But it has nothing to do with the real me. So, show them exactly where to stop and don't act like a bitch.
|Enjoying herself on the Maldives.|
You don't feel human anymore. It's so exhausting. You have to act harder and stricter than every man to survive, though everyone expects you to act as gentle as a woman. It was just exhausting.
During every state of my transition I told myself that I am a loving human being and deserve to be treated respectfully. I gave myself all the love that I did not get from others. In life you can give everything that you miss to yourself. Don't wait for anyone else to give you love. Do it yourself.
And I still have my children stories which I think are the best outcome of myself. And I have many many things in my mind and pray to God that I will receive the opportunities to realize them.