Vanessa Victoria is a vibrant Puerto Rican transgender woman whose journey shines as a beacon of resilience and empowerment. A passionate activist, model, and entertainer, Vanessa gracefully weaves her love for fashion and advocacy into every step she takes. With a heart dedicated to uplifting transgender women of color, she serves as an Ambassador and Executive Board member of The Transgender Women of Colour Collective, championing sisterhood, healing, and strength within her community. Balancing a meaningful career at the Research Foundation of the City University of New York, where she empowers transgender women through education and support, with her flourishing modeling career, Vanessa embraces her identity with radiant confidence. Her runway debut in 2006 marked the beginning of a fearless journey into fashion, inspired by icons like Victoria Beckham, yet uniquely her own.
Vanessa’s artistry extends beyond the catwalk into the theater, where she recently graced the stage in In My Skin?, a groundbreaking play crafted and performed by transgender women, blending stories of truth and fiction to capture their shared experiences. Her voice resonates not only on stage and in front of the camera but also in the halls of activism, where she fights tirelessly against discrimination and violence toward transgender women. Through love, courage, and unyielding determination, Vanessa Victoria embodies the beauty of living authentically, inspiring others to believe in themselves and embrace their true selves. This interview invites you into her world, a place of hope, strength, and endless possibility.
Monika: Today, I have the absolute pleasure of introducing a radiant and inspiring guest, Vanessa Victoria. She is a proud Puerto Rican transgender woman whose talents span the worlds of activism, modeling, entertainment, and community empowerment. With a heart as bold as her sense of style and a voice that champions visibility and justice, Vanessa continues to light the way for so many in our community. Welcome, Vanessa!
Vanessa Victoria: Hello Monika! Thank you so much for having me, I'm truly honored to be here and share a bit of my journey with you.
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| On Transition Radio Show (YouTube) |
Monika: Your journey is a beautiful blend of advocacy and artistry. Could you tell us about the professional work you're doing today, especially your role in supporting transgender women through research and empowerment?
Vanessa Victoria: Well, I currently work full-time for the Research Foundation of the City University of New York. I'm involved in a research study and intervention program for transgender women. It is very empowering to be able to promote resilience, provide coping skills, and discuss, in both individual and group session settings, the issues we face as women, and especially as transgender women. Helping others navigate these challenges reminds me how strong and capable we truly are.
Monika: That sounds like incredibly meaningful work. Outside of research and advocacy, how has fashion and modeling played a role in your life?
Monika: That sounds like incredibly meaningful work. Outside of research and advocacy, how has fashion and modeling played a role in your life?
Vanessa Victoria: I also do modeling. I’m very much into fashion, I’ve always admired Victoria Beckham! Fashion and modeling are forms of expression for me. In 2014, I will be part of an anti-violence campaign to promote awareness. As transgender women of color, we are at higher risk for discrimination and violence, so this campaign means a lot to me. Modeling gives me the confidence to take up space and use my visibility for change.
Monika: You’re also deeply involved in community initiatives. Could you share more about your work with TWOCC?
Vanessa Victoria: I am an Ambassador and Executive Board member of The Transgender Women of Colour Collective (TWOCC). Along with 12 other trans women of color, we are on a mission to empower our community and foster sisterhood and healing. It’s not just an organization, it feels like family, and that sense of unity keeps me grounded and motivated.
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| Backstage of the photoshoot for the anti-violence campaign. |
Monika: You recently appeared in In My Skin?, a powerful stage production by The Trans Women Theater Troupe. What was it like stepping into the role of an actress again, and how did that creative process unfold?
Vanessa Victoria: I hadn't done acting for a few years. It was fantastic to work in an all–trans women ensemble during the rehearsal process. We grew very close with each other. The cast was made up of women from all walks of life, nationalities, and social statuses. The play was created by us, with all the scenes and script. The scenes were a mix of fiction, with some based on true stories of experiences we have gone through. It was incredibly moving to tell our stories through performance, especially knowing that our voices were shaping every moment. The energy we created together onstage was unforgettable and healing in ways I didn’t expect.
Monika: That’s truly inspiring. Shifting to another area of your creative life, what first led you to explore modeling?
Vanessa Victoria: I always wanted to, but felt a bit insecure, just for the fact that I was a transgender woman. When I moved to New York in 2006, I started working at Banana Republic. They had a runway show for corporate and other business folks involved with the company. I was asked to be on the runway for their Fall line. After I did that, it gave me the courage to move forward with it. That moment gave me permission to believe I belonged in that world. It was the first time I saw myself as someone worthy of being seen.
Monika: That’s such a beautiful breakthrough. When it comes to the modeling industry, are there any individuals you particularly look up to?
Vanessa Victoria: I really don't have any favorite models, they are all so unique. I've learned to respect and appreciate all of them. Each model brings their own story and energy to the runway, and that diversity is what makes the industry so dynamic. I try to take inspiration from many people rather than just one icon.
Monika: The modeling world can be very competitive and personal. How do your fellow models typically respond when they learn you’re a transgender woman?
Vanessa Victoria: For the most part, I have never experienced any negative feedback. Some people were surprised by the news that I was trans when they found out. But overall, I’ve been met with kindness, curiosity, and support. It’s encouraging to know that the industry is slowly moving toward greater acceptance and inclusivity.
Monika: If you could design your ultimate modeling moment, what would that dream experience look like?
Vanessa Victoria: I would just like to grow in the business with my transgender status not being a big deal at all. I dream of a world where being trans is just one part of who I am, not a headline. I want to be seen for my talent and creativity above all else.
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| Photoshoot from October 2013. |
Monika: When you're getting ready for a photo shoot, do you work with a styling team, or do you handle your look yourself?
Vanessa Victoria: I usually like doing my own makeup. With clothes, I select them, but I always like getting advice from other people. With hair, it’s the same way, I enjoy doing it, then after I am done, I may have people touch it up if necessary. I love the creative process of putting a look together. It helps me feel fully in control of how I’m presenting myself that day.
Monika: What are the must-have items you always carry in your model bag?
Vanessa Victoria: Makeup, hair products, jewelry, and heels! I always try to be prepared for any unexpected styling changes. Confidence starts with being ready for anything on set.
Monika: How would you describe your personal everyday style? Do you have favorite designers or go-to color palettes?
Vanessa Victoria: I love mixing different types of clothes, pencil skirts, jeans, flats, heels. I am not a very sporty person, for the most part, and I tend to go for posh outfits. I would have to say one of my favorite designers is Michael Kors. Favorite colors? All shades of pink, black, and purple. I like to express my mood through fashion, it’s a daily art form for me.
Monika: What advice would you give to young transgender women hoping to follow in your footsteps in modeling or acting?
Vanessa Victoria: To believe and be secure in themselves. We are strong women; it takes courage to be who we are as transgender women. Never underestimate the power of authenticity. Your story and your presence can change the world.
Monika: What exciting projects are you currently working on or looking forward to?
Vanessa Victoria: Well, as I mentioned before, there is an anti-violence campaign from The New York City Anti-Violence Project. I am planning to work closely with the Human Rights Campaign. I will be on Transition TV, an online radio and TV show for transgender people, airing live on January 16, and there are some photoshoots in the near future. I’m grateful for every opportunity that allows me to uplift and connect with my community. Visibility is a powerful tool for change.
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| Christmas 2013 in Puerto Rico. |
Vanessa Victoria: I think that even though there has been some improvement, there is still a long way to go. More people need to be properly educated in the United States. There are a lot of misunderstandings and negative views and stereotypes towards the trans community. We need more representation that reflects the diversity and richness of our lives. Progress will come when compassion replaces fear.
Monika: Do you engage in political activism? In your view, can transgender women become influential voices in politics?
Vanessa Victoria: I am somewhat active in politics, recently, there have been a lot of movements in regard to murders of trans women in New York City. And YES, we can make a huge difference and show people that we are not only aware of what goes on but we are also educated and able. Our voices carry the weight of lived experience and resilience. Political spaces need us now more than ever.
Monika: If you could design your ultimate modeling moment, what would that dream experience look like?
Vanessa Victoria: I would just like to grow in the business with my transgender status not being a big deal at all. I dream of a world where being trans is just one part of who I am, not a headline. I want to be seen for my talent and creativity above all else.
Monika: When you're getting ready for a photo shoot, do you work with a styling team, or do you handle your look yourself?
Vanessa Victoria: I usually like doing my own makeup. With clothes, I select them, but I always like getting advice from other people. With hair, it’s the same way, I enjoy doing it, then after I am done, I may have people touch it up if necessary. I love the creative process of putting a look together. It helps me feel fully in control of how I’m presenting myself that day.
Monika: What are the must-have items you always carry in your model bag?
Vanessa Victoria: Makeup, hair products, jewelry, and heels! I always try to be prepared for any unexpected styling changes. Confidence starts with being ready for anything on set.
Monika: How would you describe your personal everyday style? Do you have favorite designers or go-to color palettes?
Vanessa Victoria: I love mixing different types of clothes, pencil skirts, jeans, flats, heels. I am not a very sporty person, for the most part, and I tend to go for posh outfits. I would have to say one of my favorite designers is Michael Kors. Favorite colors? All shades of pink, black, and purple. I like to express my mood through fashion, it’s a daily art form for me.
Monika: What advice would you give to young transgender women hoping to follow in your footsteps in modeling or acting?
Vanessa Victoria: To believe and be secure in themselves. We are strong women; it takes courage to be who we are as transgender women. Never underestimate the power of authenticity. Your story and your presence can change the world.
Monika: What exciting projects are you currently working on or looking forward to?
Vanessa Victoria: Well, as I mentioned before, there is an anti-violence campaign from The New York City Anti-Violence Project. I am planning to work closely with the Human Rights Campaign. I will be on Transition TV, an online radio and TV show for transgender people, airing live on January 16, and there are some photoshoots in the near future. I’m grateful for every opportunity that allows me to uplift and connect with my community. Visibility is a powerful tool for change.
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| Photo shoot. (YouTube) |
Monika: From your perspective, how would you describe the current social climate for transgender women in the United States?
Vanessa Victoria: I think that even though there has been some improvement, there is still a long way to go. More people need to be properly educated in the United States. There are a lot of misunderstandings and negative views and stereotypes towards the trans community. We need more representation that reflects the diversity and richness of our lives. Progress will come when compassion replaces fear.
Monika: Do you engage in political activism? In your view, can transgender women become influential voices in politics?
Vanessa Victoria: I am somewhat active in politics, recently, there have been a lot of movements in regard to murders of trans women in New York City. And YES, we can make a huge difference and show people that we are not only aware of what goes on but we are also educated and able. Our voices carry the weight of lived experience and resilience. Political spaces need us now more than ever.
Monika: How do you feel transgender individuals are typically portrayed in the media, and do you think this is beginning to change?
Monika: How do you feel transgender individuals are typically portrayed in the media, and do you think this is beginning to change?
Vanessa Victoria: I feel that a lot of the time the media feature us when there is something negative to say about our community. Along with the other ambassadors of The Transgender Women of Color Collective, I have been working very hard to change those views. Recently I have been featured in the media and news reports and I was able to represent the community in a positive light. It’s important to showcase our achievements, resilience, and joy, not just our tragedies. Visibility matters, but the quality of that visibility matters even more.
Monika: Can you share when you began your transition and how that journey unfolded for you?
Vanessa Victoria: I started transitioning at the age of 22. It was difficult in the sense that I had to move from my home (Puerto Rico) to be able to do it. Puerto Rico lacked, and still does, many trans competencies. So I had to leave my family behind. My family was not completely shocked; they suspected it and even though it was a bit difficult for them in the beginning, they are very supportive of me and my career. Leaving home was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done, but it also allowed me to grow into the woman I was meant to become. That sacrifice gave me freedom and a new beginning.
Monika: Were there any transgender role models or sources of guidance you could look to during your early transition?
Vanessa Victoria: I did not have any role models. Living in Puerto Rico, there was not too much information about transgenderism. I had to educate myself. I remember feeling so isolated at times, as if I had to reinvent the wheel to understand myself. That’s why I now strive to be the role model I didn’t have.
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| Behind the scenes of In My Skin show. |
Vanessa Victoria: I think it was the fear of not being taken seriously. And of course, rejection. But I had a very strong support system. Having friends and mentors who truly saw me made a world of difference. Their encouragement helped me face the world with courage and grace.
Monika: Society often imposes harsh expectations on transgender women to "pass." As someone who is often complimented on her beauty, how do you view this pressure, especially for those who struggle with it?
Vanessa Victoria: I feel that not everybody transitions with the goal to pass. A lot of women transition just to be their true selves. Some are able to pass well, but the issue of "passing" is big because of our society and what they feel a woman or a man should look like. There are a lot of cisgender women who look masculine or have facial hair. I just feel trans women get it a bit harder. We need to broaden the definition of womanhood and stop using appearance as the measure of validity. Everyone deserves to be respected, no matter what they look like.
Monika: What role does love play in your life, and how has your perspective on it evolved over time?
Vanessa Victoria: Love is extremely important in my life, and even though I am currently separated from my husband, whether we are able to work things out or not, that will not change my feelings and thoughts about love and marriage. I am a bit traditional when it comes to love and relationships. I still believe in deep emotional connection and long-term commitment. Love, to me, is about mutual growth, healing, and compassion.
Monika: What advice would you offer to transgender women who are afraid to begin transitioning due to fears of discrimination or hatred?
Vanessa Victoria: Just get properly educated about doctors and places that are trans-friendly and focus on them and what your individual goal is. Discrimination is everywhere and unfortunately is inevitable. Being aware of places and neighborhoods you frequent is very important, and take it one step at a time. Transitioning is a long process. But it’s also a process of becoming whole, and that’s worth every step. Your journey is your own, and courage grows with each choice you make for yourself.
Monika: What are your current goals, and where do you envision yourself in the next five to seven years?
Vanessa Victoria: I want to keep growing as a woman and human being, keep educating myself, as well as others. Be a positive influence and role model to younger trans people. Be that role model I never had when growing up. As for the future, I just want to keep outreaching through activism and advocacy, keep growing in my modeling career, and hopefully soon enough have a family. I dream of creating a legacy that uplifts others. And I hope to show that you can lead a fulfilling life while being proudly, openly yourself.
Monika: Vanessa Victoria, thank you so much for sharing your story with me today!
Vanessa Victoria: Thank you for having me and for giving space to voices like mine. These conversations matter more than we know.
All the photos: courtesy of Vanessa Victoria.
© 2014 - Monika Kowalska
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